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i'm lauren!
berkeley♥
go to paul mitchell, in san francisco :)
life is phenomenal.
So i’m reaaaally late on this 365 day project thing..
but it’s never too late so here we go :)
today was okay. i had school forever it seemed like.. the clock was just ticking. ticking. until it finally hit 430. YAY! tomorrow is my frist day on the floor, with a real client. eeeek. i’m so excited but at the same time scared shitless.
i’m home alone and we all know what that means.. hello wandering mind.
sometimes i feel like my heart is going to explode, my brain just needs to float away into space, somewhere peaceful. somewhere happy. somewhere no one matters..
why stop dreaming when you wake up? i guess thats my biggest downfall of being a “pisces”.. i live in my own world sometimes.. because i’m safe there, no one can touch me. my boyfriend can’t break my heart, my parents can’t nag and my friends can’t get ahold of me. some days i feel as if i’m backtracking, i’m just stuck in neutral with everything still moving around me. but i just stay still.
all this probably makes no sense, because it doesn’t even make sense to me..
i’m trying to put my thoughts into words.. WHAAAATEEEVVERRR!
boyfriend will be home soon and we’re gonna get on a beautiful smoking session :)
<3 always
enough said darling.
i hope you see what you’re doing to yourself, your family & the boy that loves you dearly.
we’re all here for you, once you stop running, once you accept it
we will all be here.
today was a good day. high five for us, baby.
:)
youth in revolt is worth the watch. go seeee it!
… and read the book too! hellza funny
i’m so not excited to go back to school on tuesday.. hello 10$ parking.
:)
"only sometimes"
when i asked you “do you still love me?”
you said only sometimes..
& i had to refrain myself from crying..
maybe i do love you as much as i used to, it’s just hard to see sometimes.
i want that old feeling of just sitting next to you would make my heart just burst.
sometimes i think that you don’t feel it anymore either..
that nothing, possibly something small is still there.
dear world, i love a boy that does a naked dance when he gets out of the shower.
& i will do anything to make us work.
<3
to be a better person this year.
:)