February 2010
1 post
January 2010
9 posts
i know that words aren't enough but you're better...
enough said darling.
i hope you see what you’re doing to yourself, your family & the boy that loves you dearly.
we’re all here for you, once you stop running, once you accept it
we will all be here.
taking chances,
today was a good day. high five for us, baby.
:)
youth in revolt is worth the watch. go seeee it!
… and read the book too! hellza funny
i’m so not excited to go back to school on tuesday.. hello 10$ parking.
“only sometimes”
– when i asked you “do you still love me?”
you said only sometimes..
& i had to refrain myself from crying..
maybe i do love you as much as i used to, it’s just hard to see sometimes.
i want that old feeling of just sitting next to you would make my heart just burst.
...
so i'm trying,
to be a better person this year.
:)
September 2009
11 posts
i left you with one promise,
Did the ice stop your heart? Oh wait, that was me.
Oh wait, that was me.
<3
“baby :)
so ive been slacking on this whole note thing..
so i decided since im...”
– Jordan Alexander; Boyfraaaan
BE GREAT IN LITTLE THINGS.
“Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks...”
– Carl Jung
impossiblity
trying to explain to you how much I love you is like trying to explain how water tastes.
TODAY,
I feel beautiful.
I can’t remember a time where I woke up and felt truely beautiful.
=/
“I’ll drown my beliefs
To have you be in peace
I’ll dress like your niece
And...”
– Radiohead
I'm so fucking
tired of crying myself to sleeep.
FCK.
Something has got to change. I’m hoping for more ups, than downs from now on.
August 2009
2 posts
Repeat it again
I’m not leaving. Ever. With everything inside me and going on…
I will never let you be alone. I can’t live without you.
Despite what you may think now.
“I’m gonna break down these walls I built around myself
I wanna fall so...”
July 2009
1 post
I've never
been more scared.
I love you. I’ll always love you.
But sometimes I just feel like I’m not in love with you..
I want that back so badly.
I want this to work. I want us back. Some days are up and some are down.
I love you. You’re still the world to me.
Baby steps seem harder every day..
Why, when everything seems perfect does everything seem to fall apart?
There are so...
June 2009
16 posts
Sometimes
I miss the new puppy love we used to have. The giddy, cute, make people jealous love we used to have. Where we couldn’t take our hands off each other, and the minute one of us leaves we miss each other ten times more. The smiles, butterflies, and stuttered words.
Do you ever feel like there’s something missing with us?
That something isn’t quite right. That it’s all...
P.S.
I’m still loving you <3
There's
a reason..
why I don’t think we’re perfect for each other.
The littlest things set me off.
One minute you make me smile, the next I don’t even want to talk to you.
Go awaaaaaay you horrible heart shattering feeling.
Hiding under the covers can’t save me now.
Can wednesday just be here now. now. how bout now?
distance doesn’t help anything. it tears people...
“A sleepless night that gives others headache
gave me flowers
opening...”
maaaaan
I’m supposed to write everyday..
daaaang, i’m slaackin
i have nothing to say
but i graduated today, :)
and i still feel like a teenager trapped in her parents world.
dope.
I want so badly to believe,
that there is truth, that love is real. and i want life in every word, to the extent that it’s absurd. i know you’re wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear, your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?
May 2009
11 posts
Sometimes,
it amazes me how completely fucking stupid I can be.
Besides that, I think of the most brilliant thoughts and idea’s when i’m alone or on the bus ride home.. then the minute I walk into the door and someone corrupts it, they are destroyed. Not even the song that inspired it can bring it back. fuck.
Harry: Well, how does it work?
Sally: I don’t know, but not this way.
Harry: How about this way? I love that you get cold when it’s 71 degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you’re looking at me like I’m nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your...
“I’ve become the simple souvenir of someone’s kill,
and like the sea i’m...”
– City and Colour- Sleeping Sickness
don't you worry sweetheart.
“Take a look at yourself in a mirror who do you see looking back? Is it the person you want to be? Or is there someone else you were meant to be, but fell short of? Is someone telling you you can’t or won’t? Because you can. Believe that love is out there. Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do. Sometimes happiness doesn’t come from money or fame or power. ...
